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Benny Lamberta
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Hey! 4 thoze uv u hoo dont no me my name is Benny Lamberta. I am a simple kid but with alot uv probz. I am heart broken now and i dont feel that good. I am really cold inside i dont no y. Im hurting tho. I dont no how 2 handle it but i hav 3 options:run away, or sumtin else and if people no me well then they no wut that is. thu person hoo put thu hole in my heart i wont say her name bc even tho shes mad at me and hates me i dont wunt people 2 bother her but i just wunted 2 tell u if ur reedin this i love u more than u no and i wood never lie 2 u. never hav never will. sum people no hoo she is. i dont no wut 2 do. i dont feel like doing anything rite now. i swear 2 god i just wunna giv up. u kan kall me pathetic, wannab, ugly(i am), stupid, freak, crazy, clingy, w/e kall me it it doesnt matter anymore rite? anyway this is sorta my way uv saying goodbye u guys ill miss ya and love ya if im going anywhere i not sure yet. sry if u dont no wut im talkin about. i mite go and sum people dont care, dont no, if they did no they woodnt care, sum do but there people hoo hert me alot uv thu time, i hav no one rite now sept my best frend jake. i had another person that i trusted and that trusted me and that i loved and that loved me, well i still love her but i not sure if she loves me anymore, i hope, i wish, i prey she does. i jus havnt had a good life. a real bad one actually:my parents always yell at me, threatin me in ways, rush me, i hav a packed schedule which includes:baseball, running, track, cjsf, fsea, skool, homework, frends(wate wut frendz oops), family(not much there), boyscouts(ya thats rite im a boy scout go ahed laff if u wunt 2 i dont care my mom made me join but im doing it 4 college and 2 help people), aim, personal( not much there either anymore), soscial(lack there of), physical(excellent), reeding, extra credit, i help all my frendz with there probz and my frend jake is thu only one hoo has done sumtin 4 me in return, prob more but kant think rite now. im reck. i kant do anything rite rite now. im sad. im lonely and prob stay like that frum wut it looks like. i no im pathetic but im sry im just tired uv everyone being mean 2 me and not noing y i get annoyed sumtimes. and if i ever ignored u my mom and dad were prob yelling at me or hitting me, any way im sry either way. bye 4 now i gess...
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